What if there was a whole campaign with graphics and stuff about quit reproducing children. I mean seriously why do people wanna have kids. So I thought it would be funny if someone printed up a bunch of fliers about stopping the children making. Just quit it. Kids are cute but that's about it. Pamphlets, business cards, website logos. Stop Baby Making. And what would be even more hilarious is if people stopped making babies and just let the world die...without any new babies. But of course there would be a baby making rebellion and babies would be victorious in the end I suppose.

Lag

My cartoon is going through things. First I tryed to make it 16:9 ratio and then upon exporting that to .mov I discovered that it was very pixelly even in high quality. Then I kept on animating and discovered that my .swf was lagging. Comon flash. so I plod on already having an affinity to flash but not understanding its load problems. I google in search of the answer.

Buck Rogers

Lately if been watching buck rogers on http://www.scifi.com/drivein/ because I used to watch it when I was a kid.. I remembered it being kind of weird. Now watching it I have a renewed sort of love of the dynamics of the show. At first it sort of seems super cheezy and juvenile. But a deeper look at there use of White with rainbow colors, the shape of rooms on there spaceships and buildings, the face of that round robot head thing that tweaky wears around his neck and the space bar environments. There are so many good things about this show. They didn't have cg back then but I sort of like it because of its lack of that.

Right now I am creating a cartoon I call Mike. The whole premise of this cartoon is to make my strain for quality less and to actually finish something. My problem: I have this thing in me that is afraid to release something that doesn't just blow my mind. Have you ever worked on something though and you just realize that you are torturing yourself? So then I'm like telling my self to Keep it Easy. Easy is the word for this. Until I get into doing it and see that I fall into my insatiable need to tweak something until it amazes me. It borders on O.C.D. but I think its just who I am. So I know I come out with stuff slowly but its because I cant just allow myself to half ass 90% of the stuff. I want people to see my cartoon and really enjoy it even if they don't know why they did. I watch project runway with my g/f and I can imagine what micheal kors thinks to himself when he is making something new,"Just Make it work!"
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Magic

Look at his face as he pursues his great love the purple thing cat toy.

One time about 6 years ago a friend named ryan played with utter enthusiasm with a toy exactly like the one in the pic, with my cat Jimi who I named after Jimi Hendrix of course. And where I realize that was a run on sentence I don't care. What is it with people caring if messages to them are spelt correctly. Its like a text message I misspell those things all the time. All Im saying is Karma...When you hold up an impossible standard for people to follow then your gonna fail at your own game. ...I fail at my own game all the time. Any way the toy. My cat lives for the day that that frigin Ryan will come back and play wildly with him for hours. Me? Im to lazy so he always drags it in the room by his teeth meowing and looking up at me sadly like he is reminiscing of the past when some one actually used that toy to play with him. Its sad and there is nothing to do except pet him out of guilt. I love my fricken Kitty. This cat was around me while I was shooting up heroin for the first and only time. He was around absorbinate amounts of drugs and himself tryed pot. This cat bonded me like no other animal has and we see eachother with sort of a Kindrid spirit. I was sort of the one who met him on his first days of life and led him through a land that was frought with pirates just getting by. Think of the bond we had. Away from parents in my own apartment full of teenage angst. And a cat witnessing me stumble awkwardly through the room like friggen Johnny Depp in fear and loathing. Heroin is sorta like ether when you try to walk to the kitchen its a distorted adventure of contorted arm and leg arguments. And its tons wierder with a friend latched onto you because hes on the same crazy trip as you. So both of you stumble like lovers into the kitchen. Your not lovers tho its just that you both cant walk right and your bound by them by the hip until you make it to blessed water. All in site of a Kitty watching, learning, expecting this kind of demented behavior from you day after day. After years and years that is still in him. That experience. Weird huh. Cats are who they are because of what they been thro just like humans.